Tak Pasti

Andai esok mentari tak nampak kembali
tak ada lagi embun menyapa
tak ada lagi burung menari
tak ada lagi angin yg menusuk tulang

Andai esok hujan tak ada lagi
tak ada lagi tanaman bercengkrama
tak ada lagi kilat menerjang
tak ada lagi awan kelabu

Saat ini, detik ini
aku termangu
menatap cakrawala terus berjalan
sang jingga pun kian memudar

Aku terdiam
terhampar dalam lingkup asing
bagai burung yang menyelam
sukar tuk menepi
antara hidup dan mati

Aku hanya mampu berdiri
mengikuti arus manusia
mengalir seperti air
seperti berjalan tanpa hujan
tak tentu arah

How do I say goodbye to someone I never really had? Why do my tears fall so endlessly for someone who was never really mine? Why is it I miss someone I was never really with? And why do I love someone whose love was never really mine?

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It's always the same in every relationship, there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all.